

He's a he?




I think I'm waking up to us
We're a disaster
You don't want to know me
Because you move in circles of the brave
Where art defines their lives
He was the one love of my life, and I let him go
And if I look like death today
then please let him know
I never wanted to do harm to him
I only wanted him to see
The beauty of the world surrounding him
But when he opened up his eyes
It's much too late
Our chance has gone
He's with a girl
Who takes the prize for everything I ever showed him
Digging all the fun
Because he's older
I fed him with a spoon
I made his mother smile
I helped the kid survive
He was the one love of my life,
He showed me the road
I loved his dog, his steady gaze, the chapter is closed
I always wanted all the best for him
The best thing was to stay away
He grew up and he left the rest of us
And now the understanding's gone
I haven't changed, how could I?
I'm pretty much the same person
I cannot keep the anger hidden anymore
But lucky for you, you are not around
My anger turns to pity and to love
The season has arrived